huaaaa... m not that crazy to talk to the moon.. but sometimes, i did.. just hoping that the other side will talk to me too... hehehe..

well.. i'm talking about Bruno Mars's punya lagu.. which I love the most currently.. dengan lagu Run away baby.. abit catchy compare to Talking to the moon which is more to ballad and touching too.. His lyrics was so meaningful.. And I should say this that Bruno Mars was so talented person.. and m just loving all the song so much!



TALKING TO THE MOON (Love this song so so much)

I know you're somewhere out there

Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbours think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have


[Chorus]


At night when the stars
Light on my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes your on
The other side
Talking to me too
Oh Am I a fool
Who sits alone
Talking to the moon


I'm feeling like
I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say I've gone mad
Yeah I've gone mad
But they don't know
What I know
Cause when the
Sund goes down
Someone's talking back



RUNAWAY BABY ( I think this song was dedicated to all the playboys out there.. lol)

Ahh yes

Well looky here looky here
Ah what do we have?
Another pretty thang ready for me to grab
But little does she know
That I'm a wolf in sheeps clothing
'Cause at the end of the night
It is her I'll be holding


I love you so
That's what you'll say
You'll tell me
Baby baby please don't go away
But when I play, I never stay

To every girl that I meet here this is what I say:
Run run run away, run away baby
Before I put my spell on you
You better get get get away get away darling
'Cause everything you heard is true
Your poor little heart will end up alone
'Cause lord knows I'm a rolling stone
So you better run run run away run away baby


Well let me think let me think
Ah what should I do?
So many eager young bunny's
That I'd like to pursue
Now even now they eating out the palm of my hand
There's only one carrot and they all gotta share it


I love you so
That's what you'll say
You'll tell me
Baby baby please don't go away
But when I play, I never stay


To every girl that I meet here this is what I say:
Run run run away, run away baby
Before I put my spell on you
You better get get get away get away darling
'Cause everything you heard is true
Your poor little heart will end up alone
'Cause lord knows I'm a rolling stone
So you better run run run away run away baby


See I ain't try to hurt you baby
No no, no I just wanna work you baby
Yup yup
See I ain't try to hurt you baby
No no, no I just wanna work you baby
If you scared you better run (You better run)
You better run (You better run)
You better run (You better run)
You better you better you better
Run run run away, run away baby
Before I put my spell on you
You better get get get away get away darling
'Cause everything you heard is true
Your poor little heart will end up alone
'Cause lord knows I'm a rolling stone
So you better run run run away run away baby!

well.. do hear these beautiful songs.. you'll never regret it.. betul..

Hello readers...

while i'm writing this, i'm already 27 years old and 11 days... alamak... a year younger... hehehe... but people nowadays probably tell that what does the age bring for kan... [ye ker..rasanya macam betul la..]... being 27 years breathing in this earth... being 27 years keeping my feet on the ground... being 27 years feel various of emotion... being 27 years doing what I need..and I want to do and 27 years being thankful to Allah.. my family[no one can replace them]..my friends for being there for me.. it's enough to say that my life already fully complete... I'm nobody without them.. Alhamdulillah.. masih diberikan kesempatan untuk terus bernafas.. terus mensyukuri segala nikmatNYA.. semoga Allah akan terus menerangi kehidupan ini berlandaskan segala ajaranNYA.. amin!

huhuhu well.. everything goes we as it should.. kerja.. so far so good.. nowadays, we can't be too choosy..  bukan kerja je.. everything semua jangan nak memilih sangat.. you want it or you leave it.. that's the deal! so, for the mean time.. terima je la kan.. hopefully after this adala better jobs out there or if remain at the same place adala kenaikan gaji kan.. one thing for sure.. i'm starting to love my job.. dah hari2 menghadap menda yang sama so dah jadi rutin.. satu je yang i want people to know.. please understand my job.. biarlah gaji yang dibayar x memadai.. but i've no choice... being in the field of audit sangat mencabar... kerja x kira masa... and sometimes u'll never get a chance to get back at 5pm... i never asked to get back late.. but time did... we work with other people.. we have to follow the rule unless the rule is not reasonable to be followed... kadang2 kena meet with the tight due date.. facing with kerenah boss yang kadang2 hampeh... semua tu drive me to stress... sungguh.. even sometimes tuh tersepit kat tgh2 between work and family... adoiii.. almost drive me crazy!!! and it does take my life away!..

erm what else... sesungguhnya I never regret with what have I got thru this 27 years time.. [erm cuma regret kenapa xbelajar rajin-rajin je dulu sebab saya tau sangat sebenarnya pandai!! hehe] experience teach me to be a better person from day to day.. kadang2 jauh je disudut hati tersentap tgk ada kawan2 yang much2 better than me life nya... tapi saya percaya pada qada dan qadar... everything happen for a reason... mungkin belum tiba masanya kan..

1 je yang malas nak dikomen.. mengomen or ape2 je la... when it comes to soal jodoh.. well, most of my friends yang sebaya umurnya dah pun berkahwin even dah ada anak2 dah.. but me, still single.. still ape2 jerlah... and of the mst fav question that never fade from being asking to me adalah... bila nak kawen... umur dah meningkat.. jangan nak memilih sangat.. untuk pengetahuan ye.. i'm not too choosy dalam memilih pasangan.. tp xkan xmemilih kot.. xkan nak pakai tangkap muat..   it should be a bit choosy when i come to soulmate ni.. it's about future life.. salah pilih nnt kang merana di kemudian hari.. betul x.. hehehe.. pandai2 je kan.. have to confess that i'm not have someone special yet.. sila amik perhatian ye...[rasa nya betul setakat ni] tp sape yang xnak buat album duo kan.. the time just not yet to come... I pun nak kawen juga... sila percaya saya... ni kalau cakap xda lagi masing2 pakat xnak caya.. camno tuh..hahaha... bila orang suruh tolong carikan lain pula pemahaman orang2 nih.. adoi... bab2 kawen.. bab2 hati ni mmg surrender la..ok!!! dah nak dapat anak buah dah weii... tp kakak die duk cmtu je lagi... panas telinga nih.. sangat!!

1 lagi yang kat rumah ni duk pot pet pot pet.. asal ada orang kawen je.. nak gi.. asal nak gi je ada orang kawen.. ko tuh bila plak nak kawen.. haaa kan dah kena... xpun.. dia ni kena mandi bunga nih.. liat noo jodoh dia... xpun pergila kawan dengan kawan2 lelaki yang lain.. kenal2 dulu... xpun ni aku ada kawan nnt aku kenalkan kat ko... adus... speechless kadang2... target untuk siapkan keje i can do it properly... sangat boleh.. but target untuk berdua.. please dun asked me.. sape ada mintak nak hidup sorang2 weh....!!! please pray for me ye... semoga ditemukan jodoh yang baik secepat yang mungkin..!! heheh...

overall.. masih mencari untuk menjadi lebih baik... but i'm still here.. and not going anywhere.. i dun know y.. but i dun get the exact permission.. tapi pemikiran xdala sesempit mana..kena amik tau current issue and so on.. walaupun xglamer mcm kawan2 lain yng duk kerja di bandar.. alhamdulillah rezki tuh ada kat sini... biarlah orang kata xmaju langsung duduk sini.. i tak kesah... say what u want to say as u have the right... but for me i do not care becoz i know what i have to do!

let me have a space to enjoy part of my life ye people.. but if i'm doing wrong do tell me.. x kesah pun jika ianya ke arah kebaikan... i really really appreciated it very much... anyway.. thanx to all  yang wish on my birthday... thanx to my mom for giving birth of me.. thanx my family for all this time.. yang bagi makan minum shelter.. education.. dun know how to repay all this.. thanx to my friends for being there for me... thanx to lecturers..teacher for guiding me.. thanx earth for giving me oxygen.. for giving me various of feeling and emotion.. thanx Allah! kerana bagi kesempatan untuk terus bernafas untuk terus memperbaiki kelemahan untuk menjadi yang terbaik..

will write again soon! thanx for reading !

1st time I saw video of Chris Medina while he was captured in American Idol.. at 1st tu, macam biasa... just watching.. tapi lama-lama as ramai orang keep on posting the video on their wall at facebook... i decided to try to understand the video.. ala-ala review gitu.... dia ada bakat menyanyi.. sangat loveable... sangat caring and sangat romantic.. but, he didn't being selected as the contestant of the TV program... masa dia nak uji bakat tu, biasala TV production mesti kena ada hot stuff kan..  so diorang pun pergila investigate and captured a video tentang mamat ni..
begini ceritanya.. [m just copy paste from other webby aje la ye from rightcelebrity]

Two years ago Chris Medina’s girlfriend became his fiance when he popped the question at Starbucks where she worked. Unfortunately in October of 2009 Juliana Ramos was driving home from work, at about 3:30 am. Her car was struck leaving her almost paralyzed and severely brain damaged. The wedding was placed on hold, due to her health and the rising medical costs. Now the man who has stood by his fiance’s side for so long has decided to give the American Idol auditions a go.

so, if i'm not mistaken by my observation, kira Chris ni nak membantu membiayai kos perubatan fiancee dia... aduh, sangat lovely kan.. suara dia memang superb.. even vocalis Aerosmith Steven Tyler pun touching dengar suara dia plus cerita dia.. difahamkan ada satu biro yang akan membantu mamat ni untuk membiayai kos perubatan tunang beliau.. tengok..bertapa bertuahnya beliau!!

those yang tertinggal video clip yang menunjukkan Chris Medina yang sangat lovely try watch this




even he is not the chosen one jadi peserta American Idol.. dia dah terpilih untuk merakamkan single beliau.. What Are Words.. it's recommended that u must listen to this song.. very nice.. very romantic dan sangat lovely again!!

hello readers....
selamat malam..

while i'm writing this..i'm watching Raja Lawak Musim Ke-5.. tajuk kali ni Ada Aku Kesah dengan Silent Comedy.. well.. quite enjoy all the lawak performed by all the contestant.. paling best this week bagi aku adalah Man kot..

back to the real story... hari ini balik kerja pukul 7 malam... gara-gara boss nak siapkan juga penyata kewangan yang dia x boleh nak tunggu sampai hari isnin tuh.. so, macam biasala bila time2 dah nazak ni kerja pun cincai la.. x habis nak edit dengan sempurnanya.. tp 1 thing for sure.. ianya BETUL.. btw.. tadi buat OT denga Nazuwi.. after he settled his section i took the next stage by finishing the final account statement..

pastu xbalance pula rm0.40.. ikutkan hati kitaorang..kitaorang nak edit je.. suddenly boss came out and dia nak juga benda tu dibalance kan dengan betul.. dah nak dekat pukul 7 dah time tuh.. and my phone wont stop ringing.. kan ke tekanan tuh..
hari da gelap..kitaorang dah malas nak buat dah.. tp dia x balik-balik juga.. siap tolong bacakan figure yang dia rasakan itulah punca terkurangnya RM0.40..so, we all terpaksala siapkan.. finally, finished dah.. cuma presentation dia je terkucil sket.. sorry boss, this Monday saya edit ye..

time nak balik kerja tadi.. keadaan cuaca gelap sangat.. nampak macam nak hujan yang lebat2 gile.. xlama lepas tuh hujan memang turun dengan lebat..sangat lebat..wonder if Nazuwi safely reach home ke x? hehehe for me myself hampir 1 jam setengah.. on my way back home, ada pokok tumbang dan itu menyebabkan jam yang sangat panjang.. dan yang paling saya geram bila ada kereta yang xda akal memotong queue tanpa rasa bersalah.. orang lain penat2 beratur..ko dengan selamba memotong.. kalau aku, aku xnak bg ko jalan.. biau padan muka ko kena langgor..

so, sangat penat badan nih.. lemah..lenguh semua ada.. kan best dapat gi spa yang memang x penah nak masuk tuh..
better end up now.. nak tgk kungfu panda @TV3... nite...

hello readers...

wah..lately i love to write.. saja mengisi masa lapang... hot issue skrg of course la pasal pilihanraya dun Kerdau & Merlimau selain dari isu bayar saman....

Sejak start nak pilihanraya ni.. rasa Temerloh itself dah totally changed,.. kalau dekat office tuh hari-hari dengar bunyi helikopter..bunyi siren polis even bunyi siren ambulan.. yang itu mmg daily routine la.. kira glamer la Temerloh skrg.. Orang pun dah tau Kerdau tuh kat mana lokasi nya.. hebat kan penangan pilihanraya...

pity of my dad la.. yang kerja dengan sangat bz nowadays.. balik rumah pun tgh pagi... sampai minyak hitam kereta kering begitu saja.. hebat kan... orang-orang sekeliling Kerdau mmg fully utilised peluang mcm ni.. bermula dengan start kempen.. ramai org cube jadi orang tengah untuk cari rumah-rumah untuk disewakan kepada penyokong/petugas pilihanraya..

bayangkan 10hari berkempen 1 rumah boleh cecah RM5,000.. sapa nak bagi in 10 days lagitu.. so nak dijadikan cerita..orang tgh dengan pemilik rumah ni pun buatla perjanjian maybe duit sewa tu 50-50 kot.. si orang tgh ni sangat tamak haloba and dia just give 10-20% je kat tuan rumah.. mau x mengamuk tuan rumah... memang time tuh ramai sangat orang yang menawarkan rumah mereka untuk disewakan.. duit punya pasal beb..

itu xkira lagi dengan gerai2 makanan yang tumbuh seperti cendawan... time ni la boleh dapat untung.. sedap x sedap belakang kira.. janji masyuk..  bayangkan padang bola untuk budak-budak main bola boleh dijadikan kedai makan.. kesian budak-budak.. kena cuti sekejap untuk main bola.. kira havoc habisla kerdau sekarang.. siap boleh jammed lagi tuh.. can u imagine...

itu tak kira lagi pe'el orang-orang yang berkempen... yang kipas susah mati memang menjalankan tugas dengan  begitu cemerlang la sekarang.. kot-kot ada yang hulur saguhati.. yang jadi lalang pun mungkin ramai.. semua pasal duit.. maklumlah skrang ni la nak rasa durian runtuh... kan orang dah kata jangan jadi hamba duit!

ini kalau taksub sangat berkempen mau boleh jadi gaduh dengan kawan-kawan dan sesiapa saja yang bukan sealiran dengan mereka.. kadang-kadang seronok juga tengok gelagat orang mcm ni.. pura-pura ramah..pura-pura baik.. pura-pura pandai..pura-pura mr infomation..dan kesemuanya pura-pura.. tak dinafikan ada yang betul2 ikhlas nak membantu... i won't go thru that.. kang kena blacklist.. and time-time nila ramai pakat masuk felda.. balik2 sana.. lagi sekali teet isu sensitif!! hahaah


tapi sentuh sikit dengan calon BN.. Encik Syed Ibrahim.. beliau ni kalau x silap PA khas MB Pahang (Dato' Seri Adnan Yaakob) masa belajar kat UiTM Jengka dulu sempatla mengikuti kursus kepimpinan yang diadakan dekat UiTM Kampus Kuantan.. ada 1 slot ceramah tuh Encik Syed Ibra tu l;ah yang jadi penceramah dia.. He's very talented in giving speech.. yang meliputi banyak aspek.. general..isu semasa keagamaan dan semuanya.. kelakar pun ye juga..  ini bukan mengampu ye but i just tell the truth.. sila paham saya hokey!!! tp, for me personally dia mmg layak untuk dipilih sebagai pemimpin Dun Kerdau... sorry the other party... saya penyokong KERAJAAN.. sebab KERAJAAN la.. mak ayah saya berjaya besarkan kami adik beradik... belajar dan semua sekali.. TERIMA KASIH KERAJAAN BN..

so, tadi dah dijalankan undian pos.. tak cukup havoc lagi.. tp esok till 12 midnite 6Mac.. lagi havoc dorang berkempen.. silap2 boleh hilang suara.. atau boleh xjumpa jalan nak balik rumah... mesti lagi meriah KERDAU..
and more thing.. abang2 police everywhere now.. silap sikit terus surat cinta.. and mst of us know la kan.. time ni la nak tunjuk hebat.. teeet...

esok dah jumaat.. lusa sabtu...tulat ahad... jadi selamat menghabiskan sisa-sisa kempen.. berkempenlah dengan berhemah.. bermanifesto la dengan menggunakan akal...

buat para pengundi mengundilah dengan bijak.. hehehe!

Hello readers..

hahaha..i'm sure you all semua dah tengok berita kan... well.. it's a good news for those yang belum melangsaikan saman trafik lagi... jadi please appreciated this chance with the better way ye...

jangan nak tunggu last minit nak bayar saman... time tuh bila server down... ataupun angka giliran habis korang akan jadikan si polan dan si polan sebagai scape goat korang... itu korag yang cari nahas sendiri.. sepatutnya korang should be so thankful to government yang dah bagi peluang lanjutan bayaran saman siap diskaun 50% lagi till 10 Mac 2011.. dah memang habit kita kot, suka buat sesuatu last minute...

jadi, sila bayar before 10 Mac.. dan semakkan pejabat pos..pejabat trafik dengan membawa duit yang mencukupi untuk bayar saman-saman korang... beratur ikut queue..jangan nak memotong pulak... harap2 on the 9th Mac tuh pejabat pos kat bawah pejabat tuh x dipenuhi orang ye as i want to renew my driving license...

meriah sungguh tgk pejabat pos la ni... ramai je yang beratur, tp yang xmasuk akal..punye banyak kaunter 1 je yang buka.. x relevant sungguh dorang ni.. dah tau ramai orang cari la inisiatif buka kaunter lebih.. pastu korang claim la ngan bos korang...(memandai je aku kan).. kalau jual air kat tepi pejabat pos.. dekat kaunter bayar saman... untung juga tuh.. maklumlah dah lama berdiri tunggu giliran kan... hehehe

untuk itu peringatan pada semua driver including me myself.. lepas ni kena bawa kereta dengan berhati-hati dan mematuhi kesemua undang2 jalan raya.. erm.. malam boleh kot sikit2.. becoz lepas ni, pada pesalah2 trafik, hukuman dia sangat mengejamkan.. pakai merit lagi tau... silap2, lesen kena gantung.. sila jadi pemandu yang berhemah lepas ni... hehehe..



LASTLY..THOSE PESALAH TRAFIK... SILA BAYAR SAMAN ANDA SEBELUM 10 MAC 2011.. TERJAH LA MANA2 POST OFFICE EVEN MANA2 KAUNTER UNTUK BAYAR SAMAN...JALANKAN TANGGUNGJAWAB ANDA...!

hello readers..

hohoho..dah masuk March dah kan... jap2 nak buat countdown sket... just 4days left before 5th Mac kan..kan..  hehehe

back to the real story... nowadays memang sangat letih... i'm tired with works.. i'm tired of being a scapegoat and i'm tired to looking at the accounts...being a scapegoat? hehehe.. memang sangat letih when u meet a person that wont admit his mistake... asyik nak cari salah orang je... who is the person? of course my bos.. alo.. letih sungguh dengan kerenah dia.. i'm tired of being such like his slave... I need a chance to survive outside.. I need new job so that i can quit from there..

but one thing i can be sure of.. yang now I think i'm much much better than previous.. from zero to a stage that i think i can be proud of myself.. kenapa? dulu while still study it took long time for me to understand accounting.. but while practic the accounting skill, everything seems easy.. boleh la jawab if someone ask me.. rasa macam bangga sangat... what i need now is.. do lot of accounting..explore it much deeper.. and i must learn from day to day.. chaiyok shida... kalau boleh i just want to get my M.I.A member that it requires 3 years experience in accounting and auditing field!

back to my working life.. ala.. nowadays mmg agak pack la.. need to do 2-3 works at one time.. xkan nak menolak kan.. we have to be professional.. kadang2 member nak bertanya xkan nak buat bodo je.. so,its teaches me to appreciate time.. be so particular when doing job.. and kadang rasa sangat selekeh while doing the job.. mcm xda masa nak fikirkan benda lain.. and sometimes it drives me to the stress level..

but, i'm a bit lucky to have that very understanding officemates...am so thankful to have them.. at  least part of the stress part of the messy things can be thrown away... kalau xda diorang i think i'm drowing kot kat office tu.. hahaha...

and time.. till now i think i spent less time on myself.. nak shopping pun sometimes xda sape nak accompany... huhu meanwhile gaji pun bukan banyak mana pun.. tolak bayar hutang2.. what else left for myself.. huhu that is why the important for me to swing the environment of work.. nak cari kerja baru.. but yet the chance is not coming lagi... i'm tired of waiting.. i'm tired of giving hope...

hehehe for the mean time.. everything should be moving as usual.. as normally i should do.. no regret at all even sometimes it did.. hehehe... just take it part of life experience...

i think i should stop by now.. will be writing again soon.. have a nice day all!

hahahaha..sounds weird but its true.. even it's impossible to make all of them come true..
ala suka-suka orang kata.. i have my own story too... kan..kan..

1. wanna have a flight ticket to manchester (1st choice)...

5. again..flight ticket nak gi disneyland dengan seoul,korea..



6. nak always being surrounded by the loves one... family... friends.. or maybe in the future my soulmate kan... hahahahaha..

hello readers...


tomorrow is 14th February... most of us knew that it is Valentines Day.. but for Muslims tak sesuai untuk kita menyambutnya even Haram untuk disambut... but yet, still part of us yang menghindarkan Kenapa Valentines Day xpatut disambut.. so, i Found this very nice article to share with the readers..

'Delete' 14 Februari Dalam Kalendar Minda Kita!