Assalam and Afternoon readers..

Just finished having a farewell lunch with my ex-boss and other staffs. Well, the food is ok but not that too ok.. so-so aje.. *ikan 3 rasa tak sampai on what i expect, jadi potong selera* My ex-boss pun transfer tak jauh mana, seberang jalan je. He is now a Temerloh District Officer a.k.a D.O baru Temerloh.

Anyway Dato' , thanx for everything.. thanx for the courage and support.. thanx for trusting me and my capability *where others can't see it* and thanx for giving me chance being worked together with you Dato'. *xda orang nak panggil shee dah* and thanx too for the last advice just now. *sumpah, terharu gila*

I will work hard on my own feet, capability, knowledge, and experiences. *dan dibantu dengan my staffs.. yang sangat supporting*  Terharu rasanya when a person give me such that advice.. *mujur tak nangis* 
i am looking forward to work again with you.

By now.. welcome new boss Mr.X..

Salam Readers..
Hi Guys..
There's a word of WEdnesday..

Salam Jumaat Yang Barakah... Afternoon all..

Well, it's being ages for not updating this blog.. Malas nak mengarang.. If the word spoken can be transfer into writing.. so, no need to type anymore..


so, what's the story? baru je lepas diaudit oleh Jabatan Audit Negeri (JAN) for 3 days.. it's been so exhausted, frustrated and even depressed.. why? because everybody don't want to take their own responsibility.. as usual, people always nak melarikan diri dengan menuding jari kepada orang lain..

i'm not that kind of person.[i'allah i hope i will till the death time] once I've been giving the responsible, it's my responsible for what have gone tru even tho you're just new for it. berhentila dari menuding jari ke orang lain.. and i'm keep on thinking that are you competent for that post.. you knew nothing but you want everything.. gaji nak tinggi.. you want people respect, you want praise but did you ever think the responsible you have been assigned either you had perform so well or not.. tolongla jangan makan gaji buta..

that is why I prefer not to rely on others so much.. sometimes we have to have be independent. whatever it is, semuanya bertitik-tolak dengan niat.. kan..

back to the audit progress, luckily i had a good relationship dgn that team of audit.. kita penah bekerjasama before. and it's nice to see them again in a different situation.. and what can I say is, I learned a lot from that.. by now, the things I should do is, to read more regarding local authorities act and so on..

what can I say on their findings? they find a lot.. and I think we are in not the safe situation.. hehe..
1st stage of disaster has done.. next will come.. in preparing Financial Report 2011.. omg..it can make my head exploded.. seriously.. and time for me to enjoy will slowly go down.. but previous experiences slowly save me.. Thank you!

overall, teamwork, responsible, niat leads everything.. as wonderpets said ape yang penting kerjasama...
well, till then. we'll continue again later..
happy weekends to all!

Salam and Afternoon my dear readers..


well, being ages tak update blog kan... well.. kekangan masa and of cause kemalasan yang melanda.. yeay!!
lot of things to do lately... to get into the new shoes lagi.. adoii.. but wut to do, it's nature of life..


I'm leaving MAC finally.. after one year ++ being there.. being engaged with lot of things.. get knowing a lot of new things, being experienced with lots of situation.. well, honestly it's a place that i've learnt a lot... sangat.. a place that finally has discovered how I love accounting so very much.. met with a few good friends.. a moment that so precious that i've gone tru..


Honestly, I love been working at MAC.. hahaha


1st of all, thank you for giving me a chance to be part of MAC.. Thank you encik bos coz dah berjaya mengebalkan my ears dengan caci maki.. and that's made me to be tough in life.. Thank you sebab berjaya buat saya jadi kupu2 malam.. thank you sebab bagi claim petty cash.. thank you sebab  bagi buat outstation kat luar even tho it's not that too far.. thank you for your guidence and experience  for all these while.. thank you for showing us your funny action as part of entertainment..and thank you for everything.. sangat!! nothing can repay you encik boss. yang ntah ada berapa banyak nama samaran.. koko..riri..kampar..jolu..


buat practical students yang ntah berapa generasi.. thank you for being part of MAC..being part of my good memories.. Thank you so much for everything.. tersuruh buat kerja ke.. tersuruh hantar document..buka file kotak..index..section semua.. kena ikut jumpa client.. buat document request.. tersuruh photocopy ke.. jadi runner..  kena tahan balik..Thank you.. keep in touch ok.. (ayat fav encik bos)


for you my dearest friends, you know who you are, thank you for everything.. thank you sebab cover kalau datang lambat.. thank you sebab tolong tapau makanan, thank you sebab certain time kena tahan telinge dari bebelan.. thank you sebab tolong 'up'kan lagi kiraan OT.. Thank you sebab sometimes kena tunggu sampai kerja siap.. Thank you sebab pinjamkan telinga dengar my keluh kesah.. Thank you sebab sudi dituduh mencuri pensel hijau ku..Thank you..Thank you! nothing can repay our friendship.. speechless dah.. thank you for always being there.. eceh.. sayang korang sangat! Missed that moment we shared together.. kena marah sama-sama.. mengumpat sama-sama.. tipu OT sama-sama.. jalan2 sama-sama.. nangis sama-sama.. pegi makan sama2..merajuk sama-sama.. hahaha...
For all things,, for all these while i'm sorry for everything.. sengaja atau tak, mohon maaf.. maaf dari hati ku.. [hehe]


so, tak nak touching lebih... sebab that every single moments so meant a lot to me.. eceh... so, i'm just nak sharing few photos.. as people always said that a pictures is worth a thousand words..


but suddenly the connection broke out.. will continue uploading photos very soon...

Assalamualaikum and Hello Guys..

ok those yang baca previous entry mesti tau pasal interview ni kan... as I told that few days ago, ada 2 candidates yang datang interview at my office whereby the 1st interview was handled by me... so, already got the result dah.. seperti yang dijangka, both are unsuccessful..

what to do, my bos sangat cerewet bila nak hire new staff nih.. mcm-mcm dia nak kaji.. yang paling penting the new staff kena terima seadanya bila masuk tang GAJI.. yeay the punchline kat my office..it's all about gaji..

so, for the mean time, there will be no new staff. so, everything will be handling by my lovely officemate yang tinggal tu and a few practical students.. what to do, all the decision is on my boss.. kita as a worker just have to perform our job unless tak menganggu hak kita sebagai pekerja..

oklah.. i'm ready to have a ride to KL so soon.. to fetch up my little Haziq!

wauwee.. tajuk kan... bunyi macam bos je.. who knows later on jadi bos pulak kan...
Anyway.. Salam.. and Hi readers..visitors..

nothing much interesting.. just nak share my experience je..
well, starting middle of October ni, I will starting my work at a new place.. yeay.. dapat kerja baru!!!! goodbye MAC!..

actually, 3hb haritu supposed dah kena daftar.. sebab ada musabab yang lain, I decided to postpone the date with permission my new bos la of course..

so, nak dijadikan cerita, yesterday ada two candidates yang nak memohon jawatan kosong ni selepas dah dicanang-canangkan kepada public.. sebab ada sorang lagi yang resign.. so tinggallah adik manja sorang tu.. *sob..sob* sedih tau!

then, my boss called, minta I organised interview.. mcm 1st stage of interview dulu.. tgk candidates tu manja-manja x.. and I was about OOOeemGG..selama ni asyik di interview je.. and now meng'interview' pulak.. can u imagine...? erm, xboleh imagine, ok! hehe

terasa berpangkat besar pulak.. sedangkan ala2 cleaner jah... ehehehe.. and it was a precious moment and an appreciation for trusting me.. bukan senang tau even company cikai pun.. to be trusted for the 1st time, u have to work hard, but once you broke the trust, u wont ever get another chance!

Biasala, by experienced being interview, so kita apply la... mula-mula of course la ala-ala ice breaking gitu.. hehe.. then buka mukadimmah sikit.. (ikut cara boss, source document and wutsoeva).. pastu bagi hint sikit.. psiko lebih sikit.. macam, boleh x balik lewat malam... sanggup tak kena tahan maki.. telinga kena tebal, with a small salary(punch line kat situ, bila masuk time gaji).. kena berhadapan dengan boss yang xtentu moodnya.. pendek kata kena sedia minda dan fizikal. bunyi macam teruk sangat kan keje.. padahal keje opis yang ada air-cond juga..

well, itu semua nak tgk level ke'manja'an dorg.. then baru la bg 2nd impression.. 1st impression masa dorg dtg utk di interview.. haha..(tapi, xdala interview yang ala-ala protocol.. mcm company besar2)

so far, oklah agak meet the requirement gitu.. boleh digilapkan kemanjaan dorg ni biar jadi wanita gagah perkasa... at least when I'm leaving, there's someone replace me..I do hope he/she can adopt the environment so very well.. hehe, just wait and see, who is the chosen one..

the final decision, of course big boss yang akan decide..kita tunggu je la naa.. but I prefer, my place being replaced with my officemate sorang yang tinggal tu.. because he can do even tho not as good as me. I knew he can do..compare to give the task to someone who is so new with the environment.. lembang account nanti..

oklah.. sampai sini dulu.. will write soon..
p/s: petang ni ada makan2 besar yang over the budget.. konon2 farewell party gitu.. hehe.. nnt ada story will share later on juga ye..

Assalamualaikum and Good Evening my dear readers..

well.. today can be so called a dull day.. I dun know why.. because i got MC for 2 days and got nothing to do melainkan rest... kadang2 tgh kerja kita nak rest.. bila dah rest nak kerja.. adoi.. how come can be like this ye...

so, the story for today...
haa..last night i made a check up with doctor.. sebab dah xtahan sangat suffer this cough.. dah about 1 week dah.. 3 ubat batuk but yet still not recover.. konon-konon petang semalam exactly after office hournak gi klinik kat temerloh je... while passing the klinik, ramai pulok orang... as i'm a bit tempered by waiting for a long time dengan crowded lagi... so lalu jer la.. terbantuk la hasrat nak bertemu doktor.. last2 berkunjung kepasar malam TJ jah...

suddenly, malam tuh my father called and ask me to go to the clinic as he's waiting for me there.. erm, my father terus ke klinik sebab petang tuh dia balik kampung kejap.. so, nak tak nak terpaksa la pergi eventho i hate to go.. sebab dengan doktor ni erm i can called him as doktor panel for our family la.. sebab dari kecil sampai la ni.. still apa2 masalah kesihatan mmang rujuk dengan di at the 1st place.. dengan dia. u cannot run from taking the injection which i'm afraid of.. dah setahun xjumpa doktor, sekali jumpa mcm2 sakit ado,...

nak dijadikan cerita sebab batuk ni dah a week.. so dia buat complete check up.. by referring to my previous rekod.. dia cek-cek he said i got asma.. uiih terkejut cheq.. i never knew it.. i swear ok.. no one neverknew about it..dia kata rekod on 2000 means since i'm still in secondary school... sebab for me xda langsung simptom2 dia.. well, i used to be an active students.. persatuan ke even sports.. memang.. sangat2 active.. xda ape2 pun mcm sesak nafas or else..

until mlm tadi, baru tahu...sebab tu dia kata batuk tuh still berlarutan as it's part of the asma.. nak pulak pegi beli ubt batuk cap ayam.. yang minum macam minum air tapi xelok2 juga.. so, semalam memang panas telinga duk dengar khutbah dia.. so, by now i should take care of this much better... sebab i'm still at this age.. belum kawin and ada anak lagi.. so, kena displin sikit dalam penjagaan kesihatan ni...

as result, dapat 2 injections.. 2 hari mc... no fried food.. no ice and a bucket of medicines.. yang palingtak suka ialah keadaan kat ofis when two of them... memang aim punya.. dah deko-deko ofis without me.. and yang paling i hate the most when they keep telling me the new environment in suspense.. and my sitting placa dah ditukar.. and i hate this... because i'm not there while all this happened.. waaaa... xsuka-xsuka... duduk tgh yang memang xda privasi.. kena tgk so many faces.. gosh... arrggh..

dun wanna keep on thinking.. i'll be waiting patiently until this coming Thursday  for all this "SURPRISE"... huh jahatnya kamu...

Hello readers..
Selamat Malam..

18hb Mei aritu, genapla ye a year i'm working at MAC.. Bukan senang nak bertahan kerja kat sana.. a lot of stress.. dugaan.. yang paling hebat kena tahan maki ye.. because i'm the 1st person yang dcide to resign seawal seminggu kerja last year.. but till now i'm the only one stay at the office..

dah berapa ramai yang datang dan pergi but i'm still there.. no where to go.. tapi syukur alhmdulillah, i learned a lot.. i can't deny it... i gained lots of experience.. deal with lots of people.. and berjumpa dengan ramai officemates even practical students yang silih berganti..

so far, i'm enjoy my work very much.. i'm still there because of my very lovely officemates.. Nadzree and also Jajat.. they  are my strength la oii.. xda dorang i dun know what will happen to me.. even now pun i'm very afraid if both of them being called to further their study... adoi nak face the following day without them nnt.. should be so weird.. sampai la ni korang buat kakak korang ni mcm budak2 dah.. perangai dah lebih kurang korang dah...adoii!

well...the war has just 3days started.. memang memenatkan minda dan fizikal.. apepun, this is what we called experience and the simple way to gain knowledge.. even tho this is my first time to incharge this big job.. so far, alhamdulillah everything is running smoothly..

2days to go in order to accomplish this mission.. lepas ni, the final touch will take over by me.. adoi the most difficult part tuh.. and will get busy with 2 more work yang memang nak ASAP.. plus with taxation lagi.. plus dengan pengakhiran kontrak budak2 praktikal lagi.. gosh... really need some fresh air time tuh.. maybe, i wouldn't see sun for all the time being.. talking to the moon sokmo jah..



for the time being, tengah planning to have a vacation somehere before this coming Ramadhan.. really need one.. oiii dah lama x bercuti weh.. nak berjimba-jimba disamping menghabiskan duit gaji yang ada... hahaha.. xlah, just to find a place to relaxing jer.. tgh survey places to go nih... maybe time tuh kerja pun xda la overloaded sangat.. ermm hopefully begitulah.. last year dah g Cameron.. so this year kemana pulak ye.. keep on planning shida.. hehe

well, should stop here.. and will write so soon.. have a good monday ye!

hello readers..

hohoho..dah masuk March dah kan... jap2 nak buat countdown sket... just 4days left before 5th Mac kan..kan..  hehehe

back to the real story... nowadays memang sangat letih... i'm tired with works.. i'm tired of being a scapegoat and i'm tired to looking at the accounts...being a scapegoat? hehehe.. memang sangat letih when u meet a person that wont admit his mistake... asyik nak cari salah orang je... who is the person? of course my bos.. alo.. letih sungguh dengan kerenah dia.. i'm tired of being such like his slave... I need a chance to survive outside.. I need new job so that i can quit from there..

but one thing i can be sure of.. yang now I think i'm much much better than previous.. from zero to a stage that i think i can be proud of myself.. kenapa? dulu while still study it took long time for me to understand accounting.. but while practic the accounting skill, everything seems easy.. boleh la jawab if someone ask me.. rasa macam bangga sangat... what i need now is.. do lot of accounting..explore it much deeper.. and i must learn from day to day.. chaiyok shida... kalau boleh i just want to get my M.I.A member that it requires 3 years experience in accounting and auditing field!

back to my working life.. ala.. nowadays mmg agak pack la.. need to do 2-3 works at one time.. xkan nak menolak kan.. we have to be professional.. kadang2 member nak bertanya xkan nak buat bodo je.. so,its teaches me to appreciate time.. be so particular when doing job.. and kadang rasa sangat selekeh while doing the job.. mcm xda masa nak fikirkan benda lain.. and sometimes it drives me to the stress level..

but, i'm a bit lucky to have that very understanding officemates...am so thankful to have them.. at  least part of the stress part of the messy things can be thrown away... kalau xda diorang i think i'm drowing kot kat office tu.. hahaha...

and time.. till now i think i spent less time on myself.. nak shopping pun sometimes xda sape nak accompany... huhu meanwhile gaji pun bukan banyak mana pun.. tolak bayar hutang2.. what else left for myself.. huhu that is why the important for me to swing the environment of work.. nak cari kerja baru.. but yet the chance is not coming lagi... i'm tired of waiting.. i'm tired of giving hope...

hehehe for the mean time.. everything should be moving as usual.. as normally i should do.. no regret at all even sometimes it did.. hehehe... just take it part of life experience...

i think i should stop by now.. will be writing again soon.. have a nice day all!

hello readers..

just bought this book last sunday.. and it was recommended by kak jan.. wauwee.. seriously... mmg sangat best... sangat touching when reading it.. if you wanna know the summary of this book can have your read at HERE.. lagi best if you get one of this book.. RECOMMENDED ok! i'm keep reading it.. tgl sikit je nak habis... then, nak cari other books which has been recommended to me!

well..insya-allah on this Thursday, i'll go to Raub for audit purpose.. didnt know whether it can be finished in one day time.. it should be harder part because it should be settle within that time... aduh..!! so, tomorrow must be well prepared all the things..for the time being.. i just need RESPECT.. do respect each other.. and be nice to each other !! and one more..dun ever wish to try me... i can be so unpredictable...
gosh..really hope that this nightmare will over so soon!!!

erm, else, i'm working hard to finish this job... at first i think i can do it by myself.. when it reach benda-benda yang remeh temeh.. i'm stuck.. so, tomorrow i will ask my assistant to assist me.. sian die.. few days, even weeks xda keje.. bukan xnak bg but dah tgh2 jalan.. mcm xmanis pulak...

should end up now.. will write so soon!!

hohoho minggu yang meletihkan.. not in term of physically but in term of mentally... letih sangat2 untuk berfikir...

i'm tired of solving the puzzles.. kalau dapat solve well.. fine.. tp kalau dah 3-4 hari duk menghadap benda yang sama.. xke tekanan perasaan tuh... badan xletih tapi otak yang sangat letih..letih digunakan untuk berfikir..

omg.. esok our client nak ambil draft account diorang and they will have their Annual meeting on this coming 30th.. And the audit program is still pending... still need the document which being requested from client... and time is running very fast.. esok nak kena siap and its a MUST... double trouble ke'tension'an..

and there's a one more pending work which should meet DUE BEFORE 3oth June.. Tax for company.. giler... nak rushing buat tax pulak.. and one of client yang I handle tax dia datang ofis tadi and asked for his complete tax.. huh.. sangat terkejut and xterkata apa dan terpaksa bohong sunat tadi.. and the blackout save me...

tomorrow gonna be a tough day... client dtg petang and we have to finish the audit before it.. uwaaa.... and please dun mess my day esok.... need to finish neatly section Pemiutang Perdagangan yang sangat mencabar minda...

hope everything will run smoothly esok.. xda tekanan dari pihak mana2.. do your own task and pls dun disturb me... hahaha...

Calling for a stressful week? yupppy yup... so stress plus with to run over the due date of audited account to submit to clients kan.. so, i'm super duper inconsistent in eating, sleeping, emotional and also physical.. dah la almost everyday kena marah kan... eventho i'm not the person who supposed to handle the job.. who is gonna to be blame??  my lovely bos... hahaha...


btw, lupa nak story that nowadays, i'm working with one of audit firm in here.. [prefer not to specify the audit firm] so, until the end of June..[hopefully it will be so soon to finish it all] our company has to run over to meet the due date before clients have their annual general meeting... ini pun ada 5 more clients to be settle tau.. kena rush sokmo... and there is still a calling of stressful week..! dengan kehadiran 6 orang budak praktikal, hopefully burden to should be less la... kasihanilah saya yang terpaksa OT hingga lewat malam... huhuhu


so, dah 2 minggu we all concentrate with one client ni.. as for me, everything is ok.. but a bit lacking in term of documents supporting.. and its just  a piece of common problem.. the main problem is with my bos tuh la.. kicik punya hal pun dia boleh jadikan besar.. and he once marah kami in front of client.. it's so embarrassed me and my friends.. malu sangat-sangat and rasa macam nak menangis jer on that time..


Kami really enjoy presenting our job kat sana.. but bila my boss datang everything change to a very weird situation.. mood nak buat kerja hilang and kami jadi sangat-sangat stress when looking at his face.. but between us, we really-really enjoy each moment together..


well, looking at the positive site la kan.. i've learnt a lot of things that i think i can't get it outside.. lagipun, I already increased my communication skill.. eventho still need to be improve.. and i gained another experience.. yang itu sangat-sangat appreciate.. and I dah mula recover what I have missed for two years... hoyeh...


negative site?? well, pretend not to be discuss as there's A LOT... but frankly speaking i am not going to married with HIS WAY..


huhuhu just wanna share a few moment together with my office mate [ tiqah+akma+fatin+anne+dira+izani ].. akma do upload the pics faster ok..

well, i'm starting my new job today.. it's all happen so sudden.. [first dun get confused with the word A&A.. it's not a company name but it's Accounting & Auditing..].as I came to the office to review some of the files.. suddenly the big boss called and ask me to be his staff as previously he didnt want to hire me.. I didnt care if he used to pay me at irrelevant salary as i understood most of audit firms did the same.. [actually i did care of my salary and its almost rubbish ..ok]  as my love being dedicate to this area..and i love the job very much i am part of the company..

and it's almost 2 years i left all the things and i have to start back at one..with my junior  who will guide me for the time being.. Accounting and auditing here I come baby... I miss you damn much!! hehehe i have to catch up well so soon and refresh all the things again.. Thanx god, i still remember some of it... moreover, that company really needs a worker with experienced for the time being.. Lucky me as i've selected informally.

as tomorrow i should wake up early than before.. and i tend to be at the office maybe for the whole night... auuuw... currently the company is busy  auditing  koperasi which all meet due before 2nd week of june.. gosh.. OT.. i just hate to hear that..

so, tomorrow is my 2nd day at work.. wish myself best of luck.. hope i can get thru the environment in peace... get a good relation with all the staffs and i can catch up all the things in the shortest time.. May Allah bless me.. Amin..